Numb (20)

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

I feel so numb and
I don’t know why.

Or rather, to me, it
is just my emotions
have grown numb.

I can no longer shake
off this heavy feeling
in my heart.

With steady hands
and trembling breath,
I’m so scared.

I am so uncertain
about

my own emotions.

Numb to compliments
and to words that are
kind.

No longer certain if those
very words are real or not.

I haven’t in while
experienced genuine
times.

Is it a crime to lack
positivity in everyday
life?

I believe so.

The more negativity
around, the more my
positivity melts away.

I’m trying my best to
stay strong, and it’s so
hard.

Date: 04/27/21

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