Tetsuya speaks, “I’ve fallen
for you too. Yet I can’t get
that image from out of
my head….”
I don’t dare ask him which
image he’s talking about,
knowing immediately
what he means.
He saw what Ronin did to
me despite dying.
Or rather Ronin kept Tetsu
alive just to watch my final
moments.
Being defiled in such
a way is disgusting.
Now I’ve lost my
appetite.
Tetsuya doesn’t eat anymore
either,
his expression a bit grim,
“Someone else’s lust was
our demise.”
That’s sad but true.
There’s no denying it.
Ronin is a mystery to me,
but for him to have killed
us proves that he’s vile.
Still, that shouldn’t matter
right now.
“Tetsu, should we call it
a night?”
I try to change the subject,
feeling sleepy.
Quietly, Tetsu just nods as
we both clean up.
Tetsu looks calm now, and
I feel the same way.
But this feeling of
lust is strong, and
it reeks of sexual
desire.
Unwanted.
Too strong.
Go away!
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